That means I want both...

I have an important role in that I take my team to goals.

If I want to achieve my goals, I have to study new technologies.

But I want to study English too.

If I can speak English fluently, I'll change my job to a new job that needs my English skills.

I was in trouble about which things were important all day.

And I found one of the various answers. That means I should get both.

I have no power to keep learning.

But I'm not already younger.

I often fall asleep while sitting on my chair.

Even now, I feel so sleepy...

After all, I spent 3 days to finish writing this blog.

Because I slept in the middle of writing.

I read a book about becoming a short sleeper before.

But I didn't become it.

Is there really my motivation?

I'm tired of work and childcare, that's true.

Because of that, I can't study English and new technologies anymore, and that's not true.

As a businessperson and as a parent, everyone is busy, I'm not the only one.

In that situation, I think there are lots of people who work hard and get results.

I don't give up. I don't lose myself. I don't stop moving.

OK, I wonder if I play Skyrim tonight.

Next time, I may write a blog about Skyrim. lol