<h2 id="h200c631f5f">I&apos;m always sleeping and tired</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/9450b9da5a8843ffa99e50aaad7d4be9/pexels-kha-ruxury-287153-1294284.jpg" alt="" width="5184" height="3456"></figure>I usually study English or programming at midnight.But I fell asleep as soon as recently.I want to stay awake until two a.m., Unfortunately, sleeping wins me.How can I study awake without sleep?<ul><li>keep standing?</li><li>energy drinks?</li><li>should study at morning?</li><li>physical not enough?</li><li>guts?</li></ul><h2 id="hc7e0d9460f">Is gaming useful for learning?</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/a205d911f0f547408a6354fed9af273a/pexels-gustavo-fring-4148893.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="4000"></figure>I didn&apos;t tell anyone until now, but I could have my goal.I don&apos;t decide any period.I think I want to progress slowly because I&apos;m busy with everything.So I believe playing games with English sounds and subtitles is one of how to study English.I check up when I can&apos;t understand words and hear the character&apos;s voice and translate it.It&apos;s one stone two birds kill!!And then, I tried it.<hr>As a fact, I&apos;m probably wrong... The game is game!I understood It was inefficiency.<h2 id="h475ec84352">I&apos;m feeling English is fun</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/def3a56e850d4ca081eee62311de3c23/pexels-pixabay-256417.jpg" alt="" width="4261" height="2374"></figure>Because I feel I&apos;m a little growing up.If I can speak English, as a software engineer, I can have skills that differentiate others.So I wanna keep studying English.Honestly, I&apos;m already 37 years old. I have my family. Too late.But the era has changed. I think I still need to work at least for 30 years.And I need to ride on the era flow.I wonder if I&apos;ll be brilliant in my career in the future.<h3 id="h3ee1d93568">The game I played</h3><a href="https://www.hogwartslegacy.com/en-us" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">HOGWARTS LEGACY</a><div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/sQEbj1YlTa8?rel=0" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div>

How about I play games to study?

<h2 id="hd5b300fbad">I made a big mistake</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/6786497e3fe046e5941fff3d650bac17/pexels-yan-krukau-7640742.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="4000"></figure>I thought that I wanted to change my situation because I felt my position was too heavy for me.So I applied for a department transfer without my boss.I hoped that something change and rather better than now.The result, my situation was worse and worse.I only became a troubled and foolish person at work.Maybe if I make a good grade in the future, I never get a promotion.I made a big mistake this time. so I write down this mistake.<h2 id="hba3dbfaf88">My mistake</h2>There are three causes that I made mistakes.<ul><li>I tried to run away</li><li>I expected other people and companies</li><li>I didn&apos;t believe my own</li></ul>Let&apos;s see every single cause.<h3 id="hdaaba54639">I tried to run away</h3><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/00e93c3d44804e309ff8aa6ada1b3cff/pexels-lydia-murray-18275903.jpg" alt="" width="3600" height="2400"></figure>I had thought that I wanted to change my situation.I thought applying for a department transfer was one of the actions to change.But it wasn&apos;t a good action, it was only an escape.Words on the street, people say &quot;You should run away from what you hate&quot; or &quot;You can live what you prefer because of your life&quot;.Other, people say &quot;You shouldn&apos;t work seriously&quot;.They are half-correct, and half-wrong.There are no responsibilities in their words. All responsibilities are mine.It&apos;s embarrassing to run away, but it&apos;s only useful in dramas.The real world isn&apos;t. I stand the front of trouble, so there&apos;s a meaning and grow up.<h3 id="h0d09a3e9ad">I expected other people and companies</h3><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/bc0c64e4cdf24c07a47ac92bdce14042/pexels-photomix-company-518244.jpg" alt="" width="5357" height="3571"></figure>I believe this was the most foolish mistake.I depended on another person without I know.Whatever I do and whenever I do, I shouldn&apos;t hope for another person.Even if it&apos;s my family, they&apos;re other.The people of companies are even no longer the same human as me.Everyone is only thinking about themself. It&apos;s not a bad meaning. I&apos;m not going to say badly.In the current era, everyone is necessarily so.If I want to change anything, I only can change my actions and my thinking.<h3 id="h979103c2d1">I didn&apos;t believe my own</h3><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/1bc511530f6f46e9bef893f9bb3ff6ae/pexels-andrew-neel-5255996.jpg" alt="" width="5472" height="3648"></figure>I thought I couldn&apos;t change my working situation. Honesty, I think so now too.I don&apos;t have any talented skills. I&apos;m not tough and smart. I hate myself.But even if it&apos;s all true, I must act and live my life.So even if I&apos;m very suck and very bad, if all people around me make mad at me, if I&apos;m embarrassed or run away, I have to do something for myself.That means, believe me for myself.<h2 id="hf11ab558c4">About in my future</h2>I don&apos;t know.I have no plan.But I&apos;ll be in trouble in the future.

It's embarrassing to run away, and it's not useful.

<h2 id="h314f7b3950">Everyone has a trouble</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/f58198ebfb5a4479b13d77a2a48fde7f/pexels-pawe%C5%82-l-1245055.jpg" alt="" width="5184" height="3456"></figure>I have my house where I can live without wars.I have money that my family and I can eat.I have work that I can get a salary regularly.I have a healthy physical that I can walk and watch and play.I have a lot of something.There are many people who are unhappier than me in the world.But I&apos;m always in trouble. I&apos;m exhausted about my life.To look under isn&apos;t no meaning to me.<h2 id="hae5afc2f60">Adler physics</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/505eebbeb922407582e54b41522478ef/pexels-andrea-piacquadio-3769714.jpg" alt="" width="6300" height="3900"></figure>There&apos;s a saying about Adler physics.<blockquote>Your life changes to happiness and unhappiness by how you look at the facts.You should appreciate what you&apos;re having now. Life has no meaning and no purpose. If you&apos;re feeling like you have any meaning and purpose in your life, you only feel it by yourself.</blockquote>I really think that is true.My life isn&apos;t a big deal to anyone. It&apos;s not a negative.<h2 id="h49a15799fd">I don&apos;t have to work seriously</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/6764c764cacd452c8127902156cd780e/pexels-riccardo-185801.jpg" alt="" width="4826" height="3217"></figure>Basically, my reputation with others is of no value because if I leave a company, relationships are lost.And if I get a good reputation with others, maybe I&apos;m exhausted more and more.At least, I think my situation won&apos;t change anything.So I don&apos;t have to hard work seriously.My work is not my life.Promotion is only a result, I don&apos;t control it anywhere.I can control things that are my motivation and my thinking only.

The environment where I'm now is comfortable

<h2 id="h7041dc2c42">I wonder if I want to resolve something</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/5cc0cbdd2b02427a9b9b47d871d9a992/pexels-energepiccom-313690.jpg" alt="" width="4608" height="3456"></figure>Absolutely, I must change this situation.I don&apos;t want to continue working what I feel hate.But what do I hate?I think I want to be clear.<h2 id="hbaebb4e6e6">what I hate</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/50a73586471e46f29ddb8fd2f80c58ba/pexels-andrea-piacquadio-941555.jpg" alt="" width="7680" height="5120"></figure><h3 id="h9dbc929fb4">I can&apos;t focus on my work.</h3>I&apos;m always getting multi-tasks.Those usually happen suddenly and become my responsibility.If I couldn&apos;t complete or mistake that task, they decided my skills were low.I want to clear the challenge step by step.If I need to take on other tasks, I want to stop current tasks and take on the next task.<h3 id="he5710720ca">People who don&apos;t help me, but tell me about something from up eyes.</h3>That even isn&apos;t a bit of advice because my situation and any problems aren&apos;t solved.Also, when I have to decide anything, they only pay attention and don&apos;t try to solve it.I want to work with anyone who can help each other.It&apos;s not only mouth. I need working collaborators together.<h3 id="h79304a4a9e">I always do the traffic at the office.</h3>In fact, my work is just coordination in the office.I hear someone&apos;s opinions and I hear someone&apos;s opinions again.And I show an answer that everyone agrees.This is such an important thing. Especially, in the office where many workers. I&apos;m understanding.But It&apos;s not what I want to do.<h2 id="h74aac8c09e">What I like</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/0e4b97c4ad8e4aeeb1aca7e1ef198a78/pexels-ketut-subiyanto-4245930.jpg" alt="" width="5735" height="3823"></figure>Well, I wonder what is my favorite something.If I lose everything I have, I wonder if I start anything.I had thought I wanted to form my team. But I knew I didn&apos;t fit for me. → <a href="https://blog-ryocv.vercel.app/blog/ky908xra74f1">article</a>Honesty, I don&apos;t have talented skills. And I get skills from now is too difficult.But If I can speak English and can communicate with natives, and then if I can make use of my experience in coordination in the office...I think my experience will have any value.I want to think so. I wonder if I will become the bridge SE.<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/7bd9038b68c040148898cc8dce4c3b95/pexels-buro-millennial-1438072.jpg" alt="" width="6016" height="4016"></figure>

What do I hate about my job?

<h2 id="hb745a2452e">I have worked for a long time</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/ac8b97cf7bea40bba0b8bab84ff789b2/pexels-marc-mueller-380769.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="3368"></figure>I don&apos;t have so many talents and I&apos;m not good at working.I think I&apos;m a common person.As an office worker, I have spent fifteen years in several companies. I&apos;m married and I have two children.I have to work more and more now because I should save my family.But I&apos;m tired of my current job. I chose my current life by myself. so I have all the responsibility.It&apos;s late now but I want to change how to work and how to live. Can I possibly?<h2 id="h375fbb152a">what do I hate about my current life?</h2>I wonder what I hate about my current life.I wonder what I love.I wonder what I want to do.<h3 id="h99bd3e6c6d">my hate list</h3><ol><li>respond to an unreasonable request</li><li>promised a delivery period</li></ol>I thought and remembered for a while.I couldn&apos;t see it.I wonder about what was in trouble.<h3 id="h63aeb3b20a">my love list</h3><ol><li>work silently</li><li>focus one thing</li><li>servant leadership</li><li>document writing</li></ol><h2 id="hb0c73f0b01">I want to work with someone</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/7bd9038b68c040148898cc8dce4c3b95/pexels-buro-millennial-1438072.jpg" alt="" width="6016" height="4016"></figure>I love being alone because I don&apos;t have to care about anyone.I can control myself and save to a rule.I don&apos;t feel hard about talking to anyone.But I think It&apos;s tough to work alone because I&apos;m not special.I feel like I can become a freelancer. All is up to me.

What means to hard work

<h2 id="h30369a3892">Don&apos;t get carried away</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/0177592eca7e4cf48bfd641086697f44/pexels-alex-green-5699713.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="4000"></figure>I&apos;ve been feeling frustrated with myself recently.I hate me. I shit me. I cruel me. I ...Why do I feel negative about myself?Because I realized that I had been on a roll.I didn&apos;t realize that I hurt others until now.Of course, I didn&apos;t mean to hurt others. But I hurt others.It&apos;s a fact.<h2 id="h976ac49f16">There’s no meaning in what I reflect</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/a92a007f9c054ca7a44c32ca9dc3a8cf/pexels-photo-65451.jpeg" alt="" width="5184" height="3456"></figure>If I apologize to others, do they allow me?If I tell them I&apos;m reflecting, does my mistake disappear?The answer is &quot;No&quot; both.Whatever I say and whatever I do, I can&apos;t pretend my mistake didn&apos;t happen.How do I never make the same mistake?It&apos;s I don&apos;t get carried away.I don&apos;t need to pretend to be funny and laugh.I want to live like the doll has no heart.<h2 id="hf016628f82">I can&apos;t make my family happy</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/a3b02cd79cd84ffe9921cdcec92f695e/pexels-sebastiaan-stam-1480690.jpg" alt="" width="6708" height="4472"></figure>Because I&apos;m not happy now.I don&apos;t have happiness, so I can&apos;t give my family happiness.Even if it&apos;s impossible, I don&apos;t want to trouble anyone.That means I don&apos;t want to affect anyone.I&apos;m not going to communicate to heart with anyone.Because I would betray people.

I can't stop my frustrating

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pronunciation practice

I&apos;m planning to introduce myself to my foreign friend.So I practice self-introduction here.<h2 id="h889d94f2da">I am</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/21bf73efaf99414ebbb68ff5f519208c/pexels-oleksandr-p-1172207.jpg" alt="" width="4256" height="2832"></figure>I&apos;m Ryo.I live in Japan. and I work in Tokyo.I have two children. I&apos;m busy because I have childcare every day.My son is 7 years old, and my daughter is 1 year old.I spend almost time with my family on the weekends.I like driving. I often drive nearby.As a businessman, I have been working as a software engineer for over 10 years.I have joined projects in various fields.For instance, the human resource industry, the food industry, the finance industry, and the retail industry.I have studied some programming language and management but I&apos;m studying English now.In the future, I use English to work is my goal.

self-introduction

<h2 id="h2f33d58238">about my big brother</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/40f397fa0723451390b2f7a8ce503ef4/pexels-vika-glitter-1564828.jpg" alt="" width="6016" height="4000"></figure>My big brother doesn&apos;t marry and lives with my parents.He doesn&apos;t have a friend and doesn&apos;t get a regular job.On holiday, he spends almost time video games, anime, manga, and the internet.One day, I asked him &quot;Are there your troubles?&quot;.He answered, &quot;I have been worried about buying what kind of the next video game.&quot;.<h2 id="h590e1e184f">about me</h2>I have been married to my wife and have two children.I get on some level of salary every month.But I&apos;m busy and tired every day. I always don&apos;t have a time.I often have trouble with a relationship.<h2 id="h8c54a6dad4">I&apos;m here</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/5cc0cbdd2b02427a9b9b47d871d9a992/pexels-energepiccom-313690.jpg" alt="" width="4608" height="3456"></figure>I&apos;m happy. That&apos;s true. It must be true. I have believed it.But I think I sometimes want to disappear from the world.I wonder if I don&apos;t need my family and work to live because I&apos;m not maybe happy now.It is maybe right to live like my brother.I felt like getting a lot of things ever, I felt like losing a lot of other things.What are my lost things?Why do I think so?<h2 id="hc8bb1acd3b">I have been doing my best ever</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/1bc511530f6f46e9bef893f9bb3ff6ae/pexels-andrew-neel-5255996.jpg" alt="" width="5472" height="3648"></figure>And I got over any walls ever.I could get some experience, some skills, and a few salary.So I was tired.I hurt my mind. My capacity is over.Whatever I do I&apos;m sure that I don&apos;t heal because I can&apos;t back the past.I only continue doing my best ever.What does my life mean?

Which is happy?

<h2 id="h19b61eaffb">What I wanted to do is may another thing</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/0d03624b936e4ca5ae6f3e5347227acd/pexels-ivan-samkov-4458554.jpg" alt="" width="6240" height="4160"></figure>I wonder I&apos;m not really thinking that I want to build a strong team now.I experienced that I enjoyed working when I worked at the one of the companies.I was protected to a team leader at the time.I felt that I wanted to build the same team like when I looked his work style and his mind.and then, I changed a company where I belong.I&apos;m working as a team leader now and I&apos;m building my team.I&apos;m doing what I want to do.But recently, I wonder I don&apos;t believe my mind.Maybe it&apos;s a different.What I wanted to do was may another thing.But I&apos;m not sure what it is.As an engineer, and as a businessman, I need to find what I want to do.<h2 id="hfe245b3346">What did I want to do when I was a child?</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/67fce287b0b740a5991900b3cca3420d/pexels-yaroslav-shuraev-7688761.jpg" alt="" width="6720" height="4480"></figure>I wanted to become a game developer.I was into anime called &quot;Transformer&quot; when I was a child.Transformer was created by computer graphics of 3D.Anime created by computer graphics was very rare at the time.I watched Transformer and I was always excited.I sang the opening theme and I acted like Comboy.I thought that I wanted to create computer graphics like Transformer.And, computer graphics were started using for video games.For instance, PlayStation, Nintendo 64, XBOX, and DreamCast.My mind changed. I wanted to create video games.<h2 id="h25da222035">But go to roads of engineer</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/e8a25fdc53044c90a84018d672f3d097/pexels-andrea-piacquadio-3808822.jpg" alt="" width="6150" height="4755"></figure>I thought that I wanted to go to HAL (a vocational school).But my mother didn&apos;t agree it and she was angry.She said, &quot;If you go to a vocational school, you can&apos;t get a job&quot;.I didn&apos;t understand her thinking.Why can&apos;t I get a job? What is that reason?Now, I understand her mind a little.My brother went to a vocational school.But he couldn&apos;t used to school and he got out of school one year.My mother was afraid that I was the same as my brother.The thing is that she wanted to say, &quot;If you go to a vocational school, you get out of school one year.&quot;But honestly, my brother and I are completely different human.Finally, I gave up a vocational school and I went to university and I got a job at SIer.And then, smartphones are into around the world and there are a lot of requests to computer graphic creatures now.There are really many offers. Couldn&apos;t I really get a job?<h2 id="h63cbd5a91a">Can I still make it?</h2><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/f257da2abef64637b388185412599495/pexels-sebastian-ervi-1763075.jpg" alt="" width="4439" height="3171"></figure>If I spend a lot of time in computer graphics, I can maybe work as a creator.But it&apos;s very hard because my time doesn&apos;t return.And I have my family. I want to protect them.I have to work. I need some money to live.Well, Can I change my life in this situation now?I don&apos;t know that.But I&apos;m learning English now.I started about three months ago.It&apos;s a big change for me.I&apos;m going to keep practicing.In the future, I can&apos;t know how I doing.I hope that I&apos;m sure I enjoy my life more lucky and mindful than now.

What I want to do

part.3 start about 2m 23s - last.<div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/9nj9WGsXN1M?rel=0&amp;end=60" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div><hr><table><tbody><tr><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">En</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">Ja</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">explain</th></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">What a delight.</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">めっちゃ嬉しい</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">tour</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"><ul><li>周遊する、遠征する、巡業する（動詞）</li><li>旅行、ツアー、巡業、視察、見学（名詞）</li></ul></td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">I&apos;ll give you a tour of my house. → 私の家を案内します。</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Holy crap.</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">クソが</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Why don&apos;t you ～</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">～してはどうですか？</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Got it.</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">わかった。</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">burn out</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">燃え尽きる</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">for a while</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">しばらくの間</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">at least</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">少なくとも</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr></tbody></table><hr>Phoebe is a little crazy.

Phoebe Meets Mike's Parents part.3

<div class="iframely-embed"><div class="iframely-responsive" style="padding-bottom: 56.25%; padding-top: 120px;"><a href="https://www.udemy.com/course/basic_english/" data-iframely-url="//cdn.iframe.ly/api/iframe?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.udemy.com%2Fcourse%2Fbasic_english%2F&amp;key=c271a3ec77ff4aa44d5948170dd74161"></a></div></div><script async src="//cdn.iframe.ly/embed.js" charset="utf-8"></script><hr><h2 id="h2d1ec7f7e9">Can/Could</h2>Can I ～? （～してもいい？） Can I ask you a question? （質問してもいい？） Could I ～? （～してもいいですか？） Could I ask you a question? （質問してもいいですか？）→丁寧になる!!Can you ～? （～してくれる？） Can you take a picture? （写真を撮ってくれる？） Could you ～? （～してくれますか？） Could you take a picture? （写真を撮ってくれますか？）→丁寧になる!!<h2 id="hca24a481a1">may/might</h2>May I ～? （～してもいいですか？） May I ask you a question? （質問してもいいですか？）→Could I ～?と同じ!! mayは疑問形でしか使わなくてOKmight ～ （～かもしれない）The lady might be the store clerk. （あの女性は店員かもしれない。）<h2 id="h60b0eb1191">will/would</h2>Will you ～? （～してくれる？） Will you take a picture? （写真を撮ってくれる？）→Can you ～?と同じ!! Would you ～? （～してくれますか？） Would you take a picture? （写真を撮ってくれますか？） →Could you ～?と同じ!!would like to ～ （～したい）I&apos;d like to extend my stay. （滞在を延長したい。） Would you like to ～ （～したいですか？）Would you like to leave a message? （伝言を残したいですか？）<h3 id="h542c942e8b">Can you ～? or Will you ～?</h3>Can you ～? → （可能ならお願いしたい。）I&apos;d like to request it if possible. → 依頼!! Will you ～? → （頼んだらやってくれる意志はあるか？）Are you willing to do it if I ask? → 指示!!<h2 id="hcadd2ebc90">shall/should</h2>Shall I ～ （私が～しましょうか？） Shall I take you to the entrance? （入り口まで連れていきましょうか？） Shall we ～ （私と～しましょうか？） Shall we meet at the airport? （空港で待ち合わせましょうか？）<h2 id="h07f43cb99d">must/have to</h2>must not ～ （～してはいけない） You mustn&apos;t speak here. （ここで話してはいけない。） →禁止!! not have to ～ （～する必要はない）You don&apos;t have to speak here. （ここで話す必要はない。） →不必要!! (＝ not need to)

Udemy memo

No matter what I do I can sleep. Whatever I do I can sleep.何をしても眠れる。 何をしても眠れる。<hr>No matter when I do I can sleep. Whenever I do I can sleep.何時であっても眠れる。 何時であっても眠れる。<hr>No matter where I do I can sleep. Wherever I do I can sleep.何処であっても眠れる。 何処であっても眠れる。<hr>No matter who I do I can sleep. Whoever I do I can sleep.誰であっても眠れる。 誰であっても眠れる。<hr>No matter why I do I can sleep. Whyever I do I can sleep.どんな理由であっても眠れる。 どんな理由であっても眠れる。<hr>No matter how I do I can sleep. However I do I can sleep.どのようにしても眠れる。 どのようにしても眠れる。

"No matter what" is "Whatever"

part.2 start about 1m 15s - 2m 23s.<div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/9nj9WGsXN1M?rel=0&amp;end=60" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div><hr><table><tbody><tr><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">En</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">Ja</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">explain</th></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">intimidate</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">脅迫する</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Pretentious art</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">大げさなアート</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">around all-day</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">一日中</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">let me see</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">ちょっと考えさせて ええっとね 見せて</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">It changes the meaning by situation.</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Get there faster</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">早くそこに行こう</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr></tbody></table><hr>I don&apos;t understand this story and situation because I never watched this drama. 😭

Phoebe Meets Mike's Parents part.2

<div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/9nj9WGsXN1M?rel=0" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div><hr><table><tbody><tr><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">En</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">Ja</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">explain</th></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">get all dressed up</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">正装する、着飾る</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Guess what?</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">なんやと思う？</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">You what?</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">なんやて？</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">makeover</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">イメチェン、大変身</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">stupid hippie</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">イカれた奴</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">hippieは薬物やってそうな人</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">creepy</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">不快な、気味悪い</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">ass</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">お尻（隠語）</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">複数形： asses</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">promote</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">促進する、昇進する</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">juicy double</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">良いお尻（隠語）</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"><a href="https://www.engslang.com/2010/01/juicy-double.html" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">スラング</a></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">take away</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">奪い去る、取り除く</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr></tbody></table><hr>Emma was born a daughter between Ross and Rachel.She laughed at a song that Ross sang.

Phoebe Meets Mike's Parents part.1

<div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/vr2_Y9dNJTc?rel=0" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div><hr><table><tbody><tr><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">En</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">Ja</th><th colspan="1" rowspan="1">explain</th></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">you see what I mean.</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">俺の言いたいことわかるよね</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">a couple of days</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">数日</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">practice the art of seduction</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">誘惑の芸術を練習する</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Could I be any more turned on?</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">これ以上興奮してもいい？</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">Can I - ? - してもいい？ turn on 興奮する（など他にもいろいろ）</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">I don&apos;t know how to tell you</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">どう伝えればいいのか分からない</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">deal with this</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">これに対処する</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">deal with - - に対処する</td></tr><tr><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">satisfied</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1">満足</td><td colspan="1" rowspan="1"></td></tr></tbody></table><hr>I&apos;m going to practice English using the drama Friends.

Joey Thinks Monica's Cheating on Chandler

I can&apos;t hear sounds v and b.I also can&apos;t hear sounds r and l.<ul><li>vet or bet</li><li>van or ban</li><li>raw or law</li><li>fry or fly</li></ul><div style="left: 0; width: 100%; height: 0; position: relative; padding-bottom: 56.25%;"><iframe src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/rfIge4PqZvU?rel=0" style="top: 0; left: 0; width: 100%; height: 100%; position: absolute; border: 0;" allowfullscreen scrolling="no" allow="accelerometer; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share;"></iframe></div><hr>It&apos;s difficult for me. but I never give up.

I don't understand sounds

I was taught some quick words from USA.<h2 id="h6506e6208f">quick words</h2><ol><li>Eleven benevolent elephants.</li><li>I saw a kitten eating chicken in the kitchen.</li><li>I wish I had an Irish wristwatch.</li><li>A noise annoys an oyster, but a noisy noise annoys an oyster more.</li><li>The thirty-three thieves thought that they thrilled the throne throughout Thursday.</li><li>Betty bought some butter, but the butter Betty bought was bitter, so Betty bought some better butter to make the bitter butter better.</li></ol><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/c2ae0e3eee9a4729be3a8475de040fe6/pexels-shvets-production-7516363.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="4000"></figure><h2 id="hd21a3e1aea">common in the world</h2>These are difficult for me. I especially didn&apos;t understand No.6. But, very interesting.I knew that there are same play words in the world.

Some quick words from USA.

<h2 id="hdde3083b7d">introduce myself</h2>I am Ryo.I am software engineer.I develop frontend and backend and infrastructure in human resource system.<h2 id="hf60f717de4">experience</h2>I was created many web application by next and nuxt.I experience a team leader at ten members.<h2 id="h30092709f3">overcome</h2>I remember most difficult project that full replace old technology.I challenged scrum development. My teams were talking anytime about the project every two week.<h2 id="h165ee3a8d4">delivery</h2>Actually, my project was late to delivery.So I had to discussion with my boss sometime.<h2 id="hef1ddd718b">skills</h2>I think I have a leadership and communication skills and programming skills.I&apos;m keeping care a member of my team.I believe that I keep to work my hand and my head.Sometime, I need to rest.

first interview by ELSA AI 

<h2 id="h38e2addd76">Japanese</h2>お金払っておけばよかったかな。今年のブラックフライデーが終わった。ELSAの年会費が値上がりしていた。後悔しても遅いけど、申し込んでおけばよかったかなぁ…<h3 id="haead896b81">my translate</h3>I would have been payment.Just finished Black Friday this year.ELSA&apos;s year passport is cost up.I regret too late, I may I should paid it.<h3 id="h7e1b8ac683">Google</h3>I guess I should have paid for it.This year&apos;s Black Friday is over.ELSA&apos;s annual membership fee has increased.It&apos;s too late to regret it, but I guess I should have applied...<h3 id="h3e71bc77f0">DeepL</h3>I guess I should have paid for it.This year&apos;s Black Friday is over.ELSA&apos;s annual membership fee had gone up.It&apos;s too late to regret it, but I wish I had applied for it...<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/d39c84a444c3421e9e63ce159ecd800c/pexels-pixabay-267669.jpg" alt="" width="3500" height="2333"></figure><h4 id="hcf83e1357e"></h4>

my translate VS Google VS DeepL

<h2 id="hf6f70cbc15">Google vs DeepL</h2>I usually use Google Translator to translation in English and Japanese .However, anyone said that you should use DeepL.DeepL&apos;s answer is common. I felt it is not easy how to use, Should keeping use DeepL?

Google vs DeepL

<h2 id="h12630470ef">Goal</h2>I&apos;m as one of members at next year&apos;s technical conference (VueFes), where I will guide foreign speakers and participants in English.<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/2e881129521440b998dfaa603ad19fa6/pexels-pixabay-163444.jpg" alt="" width="5076" height="2855"></figure><h3 id="h331fb63486">Reason</h3><ul><li>Learning in one year period is just good for me.</li><li>I couldn&apos;t talk to foreign speakers.</li><li>There were many foreign participants.</li></ul><h3 id="h5617c028a7">Can I complete my goal?</h3>Maybe...

I decide my goal here

I thought I want to speak English, when had been one month. For example, I using next smartphone app and textbook now.<ul><li>smartphone app<ul><li><a href="https://www.duolingo.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">Duolingo</a></li><li><a href="https://elsaspeak.com/en/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">ELSA Speak</a></li><li><a href="https://www.hellotalk.com/?lang=en" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">Hello Talk</a></li></ul></li><li>textbook<ul><li><a href="https://distinction2000.atsueigo.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">Distinction 2000</a></li><li><a href="https://www.amazon.co.jp/dp/4890855270" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">一億人の英文法</a> (I read not yet)</li></ul></li></ul><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/e14bae1ae2eb4ef9b52b14b0c1f848d6/pexels-google-deepmind-18069694.jpg" alt="" width="3840" height="2160"></figure>I don&apos;t good at communication, so I usually speaking English to ChatGPT.If you study foreign language, What is recommended for me?

I trying these...

This story happened when my son was 5 years old.I went to the park near my house with my son.His friends also came and the six of us played together.My son&apos;s friends said, &apos;&apos;Who do you like in classmate?&apos;&apos;<hr>I was surprised that a 5-year-old child talk about love.My son answered, &quot;I love Karin.&quot;Then my son&apos;s friend said, &quot;You said you loved Mio before!&quot;<hr>Maybe it&apos;s cheating, at 5 years old?My son replied, &quot;No! I like Mio, but I don&apos;t love.&quot;I was surprised again.My 5-year-old son knew the difference between &quot;like&quot; and &quot;love&quot;!Even I don&apos;t know!<hr>By learning English from childhood, my son understood &quot;like&quot; and &quot;love.&quot;<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/5a9911bac1e6487e91fdb958516bb073/pexels-naomi-shi-1001914.jpg" alt="" width="5760" height="3840"></figure>

learn English while young

I get a lot of advice when I&apos;m working.But sometimes I don&apos;t accept that advice.Because one of the following two things is missing.<h2 id="hbfdbc4110b">be responsible</h2>You must be responsible for what you say.Advice without responsibility confuses the person.Easier said than done.<h2 id="h0f7dd59622">be specific</h2>Advice without contents is worthless.<ul><li>&quot;It&apos;s better to consider things from multiple angles.&quot;</li><li>&quot;Think about the overall balance.&quot;</li></ul>That advice has no meaning.<hr>&quot;All problems are interpersonal problems&quot; by <a href="https://www.thecollector.com/alfred-adler-stop-sabotaging-yourself/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">Alfred Adler</a>I want to live without worrying.<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/5badc64a291944ca8729dc3793166c15/pexels-fauxels-3183150.jpg" alt="" width="6000" height="4004"></figure>

Two important things about advice

I have a sore throatMy stomach hurts too.I feel dizzy.However, I will go to Disneyland on the weekend.Everything is for my family...!!To be a good father!!I will not lose to the virus...!! <figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/75853404222c4266b26f34a494835406/pexels-hannah-nelson-1456951.jpg" alt="" width="3024" height="4032"></figure>

I can't get rid of my cold

<h2 id="h84a1ab31dd">There&apos;s not enough time to do everything</h2>I work as an engineer in system development. 💻Technology is evolving, and catching up is essential.I like video games. 🎮I&apos;m addicted to the Xbox title Starfield.I have two children. 👶I spend my holidays with my family.Additionally, I would like to learn English. 🖊I&apos;m in trouble. I don&apos;t have enough time!<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/8abd08605cd945f4b1d8d8a3d5a4b1cc/pexels-pixabay-39396.jpg" alt="" width="3056" height="2304"></figure>

Balancing work, hobbies, childcare, and English

<h2 id="hb9361ec4b9">I knew it, but I avoided it</h2>It takes courage to speak English.There is no chance to speak with native speakers.Then I came up with an idea.Let&apos;s talk to AI!<h2 id="h615abc2d98">I&apos;m trying Duolingo</h2><a href="https://www.duolingo.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">Duolingo</a>A journey of a thousand miles is just a step.First, I start by reading basic English sentences out loud.<h3 id="h2237ed8577">I&apos;m also curious about this..</h3><a href="https://elsaspeak.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow">ELSA</a><figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/def3a56e850d4ca081eee62311de3c23/pexels-pixabay-256417.jpg" alt="" width="4261" height="2374"></figure>

The best way to study English is to speak English

<h2 id="h6539819491">What is the real job of a leader?</h2>After watching the video, I felt like I remembered what I wanted to do.<blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-theme="dark" data-dnt="true" align="center">ホテルのカフェで働く一人の青年。そのサービスの素晴らしさに感動して話してみると、実は彼には知られざる過去があった。以前の職場では全く別人だった。そこには驚くべき理由が隠されていた。全てのリーダーに見てほしい動画。 <a href="https://t.co/I8NOGNQgqH">pic.twitter.com/I8NOGNQgqH</a>— Brandon K. Hill | CEO of btrax 🇺🇸x🇯🇵/2 (@BrandonKHill) <a href="https://twitter.com/BrandonKHill/status/1722877383555051544?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">November 10, 2023</a></blockquote>
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<h2 id="hfda104bcca">is your work fun?</h2>What do you think is the responsibility of a leader?<ul><li>To increase sales?</li><li>Training subordinates?</li><li>Progress management and reporting?</li><li>Entertainment for business partners?</li></ul>Neither.&quot;is your work fun?&quot;I think it&apos;s the leader&apos;s job to get people to answer &quot;yes&quot; from the bottom of their hearts to this question.And that&apos;s what I want to achieve.

Why I want to form a team

<blockquote>If you want to go quickly, go alone. If you want to go far, go in groups.</blockquote>This is one of the most famous sayings in business.I think that&apos;s right.But I want to go far?If the answer is no, what is mean of me working in a group?<h2 id="h7416c9b06d">Want to be alone?</h2>There is another famous saying in business.<blockquote>Freedom and responsibility are one set.</blockquote>It&apos;s great to have someone to help me.However, problems arise because there are people.One or more? Which is good?<hr>At some point, I&apos;ll have to come up with an answer.<figure><img src="https://images.microcms-assets.io/assets/f0fa4129cb884b1793e2e0125ae7f197/38ca2edd0c954ca6b399e03c6dd9d546/pexels-arthur-brognoli-2261017.jpg" alt="" width="5472" height="3648"></figure>

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