I have to learn many things as a businessman and a person.

I want to study English more.

because I think this is useful for my career and my hobby.

But English isn't necessary for my current work so far.

And my boss is requesting other things from me.

I know I need to learn new technologies.

Because I'm a software engineer. (Every job needs to continue learning something.)

To be honest, I want to play video games too.

Then I even spend lots of time for my kids.

I need to rest for my health and mental safety.

How should I spend my time on everything?

I look for the best answer.

What if he sees me, what he says?

I often remember the words of Alfred Adler when I was in trouble.

https://note.com/adlersalon/n/ne56258709b51

I'm not going to run away somewhere.

I always look at my current own.

I know I'm not enough.

I may be making a big mistake now.

But I don't think that I do no action anymore.

I'm afraid around.