I've been losing control of my mind and my actions lately.

I made a big mistake last week.

And I almost made a mistake bigger than last week.

I completely lost careful.

I think that I'm so ridiculous. I'm sorry to live. I'm the worst.

I never have to get a certificate for becoming happy.

I don't learn anything from my mistakes.

I only should pray for my family's happiness.

What is my life for?

It's for my family.

To live, to eat, to play and to be happy need my life.

So I should use all my money and my time for my family.

My value is only it.

Have you seen my name's horoscope? You must have been crying when you saw it.

It had already been decided since I was born.

I will have various troubles every single day.

And I will hurt someone and I will hurt from someone.

Anyway, accept my life. I won't have to be happy.

For my life, for important someone.

Accept and forgive your own imperfections. Accept and forgive the imperfections of others.

People only learn through failure.