Monologue

I had a lot of fun at the beach

8/11/2024

I went to the beach for the first time in three years.

Anyway, I had a lot of fun on the beach.

I may have had more fun than my son.

I'm glad I touched cold seawater, rode on the big wave, and got a little sunburn.

I was able to refresh my feelings and my physical.

Spending time to play games is also a good time, but Feeling nature in the sea is an important time too.

I needed to forget various things. Especially, I wanted to be far from working.

But I'm not a smart business person. I'm sorry around me.


Could I motivated by myself?

I'm always living in the common life.

Every single day is a common life.

I work on weekdays, I rest on holidays.

No, I'm not resting on holiday, right?

Because I need to take care of my kids.

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I'm tired. But I'm trying to think I'm not tired.

That's for work. However, I really don't want to think about it.

I'm a liar.

What do I work for? What do I live for?

Could I continue to work until my kids become an adult?