I liked Ichi's killer site

While a little time, I had a super negative season when I was younger.

I had disliked myself for some time and I had felt the living wasn't completely even unnecessary.

However, I could meet a kind of website.

That website's name was "Ichi's Killer Site".

By the way, updates are already stopping.

I don't know when updates stopped.

There's also no BBS.

Deadman

The Deadman killed himself instead of me several times.

He was smiling consistently when he even died.

This was his characteristic and individuality.

He had known several ways to die. Furthermore, he never hesitated to die.

And now, I have become positive a little as an adult.

I sometimes encounter mentalizing heavy experiences at workplaces and in private.

Eventually, I often lose my consideration for my family.

But I recover one day, why?

I feel like he lives in my heart.

You don't need a reason to live.

It's okay to worry.

It's no good to worry too much.

It's fun to be alone.

If you raise your feet, you can move forward.

It's up to you to decide, always and only you.

But when it gets really tough, no one will help you.

So it's okay, you don't have to rely on anyone.

I finally realized.

いきていくのに　りゆうなんて　いらない

なやんでも いい

なやみすぎるのは　だめだ

ひとりでも　たのしい

あしをあげれば　まえに　すすめる

きめるのは　じぶん　いつだって　じぶんだけ

でも　ほんとうにつらいときは　だれも　たすけてくれない

だからいいんだ　だれにもたよらない

やっと　さとった

Thank you for Deadman. Please sleep silently.